You know how some days you see a pregnant woman walking down the footpath towards you, or a woman pushing a stroller you feel that quick pang of immense jealousy? Well, I think I am losing it because I am starting to feel the same way about people carrying takeaway coffee cups. Yep, you read that right. I see people everywhere walking along with their hands wrapped around one of those deliciously warm coffee cups filled with liquid gold and I just want to snatch it away from them and pour it down the drain. If I can't have coffee then neither can anyone else. And I swear they all look so smug sipping their morning coffee's. Instead of sipping on my morning coffee I get to jab myself with needles instead! I am so caffiene envious that I actually had one yesterday afternoon and OMG! It was sooooo good! I miss it so much.
I have been absolutely terrible on the diet front. Given that these drugs make us gain weight anyway I was determined not to let my comfort eating habits get the better of me but I am losing my will power. These down reg drugs are making me feel so nauseous and the only thing that fixes it? Nope, not coffee but those damn sausage rolls again. The last few days I have put up with it but today I had one and I fear I am on a downward spiral. Especially with the chocolate bar I also ate for afternoon tea. The whole chocolate bar. It appears the drugs have made me go off what would be considered the 'good' food and crave the bad. What's a girl to do? At least the pill part of this cycle finishes tomorrow and perhaps that might help me to regain my sanity. We all know that tiny little pill has the power to mess with our minds and bodies. I have been remarkably lucky this time around but ugh, these down reg injections are starting to make me a tad miserable.